Author: Cynthia Swan

I saw the radiation oncologist, Dr. Ryu, after my radiation session today. She’s doing weekly breast exams, and then that changes to monthly (I think?) after radiation, for the first year or something like that. The other thing during radiation is having blood draws every three weeks, and then I’ll probably have my port taken out right after radiation. I […]

Wow, 180 days. That’s the six months marker. Wow. Six months of my life (since cancer diagnosis, when life changed), gone. And years of cancer treatment to come. Hard to believe. The universe conspired against us today. We just spent three hours and twenty minutes trying to get a five-minute blood draw. My port doesn’t work properly, it clots. So […]

Preservation The wave crashes, thins, and disappears Into the ocean’s frayA mass of emptiness Waves surge, coalesce, fade Hiding life beneath the surface Protected by the sun’s inability to fathom the depth Into the sand’s darknessCoolingOther hidden treasuresBuried deep beneath the integument Salt remains, dryingThe wave retreats into itself

MONDAY, OCTOBER 21, 2002 3:00:32 AM MST Bloody weekend on County roads.Four killed, many wounded in rash of car crashes in last two days.By Erin SherbertStaff Writer Four people were killed and more than a dozen injured in a rash of traffic crashes in the County over a two-day period. On Saturday, October 19, at about 10 p.m., a San […]

Road Trip! Long driving day ahead of us, about 400 miles or so from Sacramento to Rancho Palos Verdes where we’re going tonight. Quick trip, we’re coming back tomorrow after I’ve had some time to spend at the cemetery. Hold onto your horses, kids, this is the really big nausea/carsickness test!

My hands are really shaky today, I keep hitting the wrong keys and making typos so bad Word can’t guess any words for what I was trying to type. Argh. I’m home in Volcanoville, and realizing that I don’t know my life anymore. I know that new life down in Sacramento living with Mark and being watched over, the life […]

I’ve been gradually catching back on my e-mail all this time, and I finally worked my way back to all the e-mails I got from people when they first heard about my diagnosis, back in May and June. I hadn’t realized how very many people had written to me back then; there were pages of names in my Inbox. PAGES! […]

Last year, a little more than a year ago now, I was in Albuquerque to dance for a West Coast Swing movie that’s going to come out next March called Love ‘N Dancing. While I was there, my dad’s cousin passed away in Phoenix. Since I had driven to Albuquerque for the movie, I decided to drive back via Phoenix […]

With my hands bothering me so much, I really don’t want to be typing (or touching anything), so I’m cheating a little. Back when we were trying to get cancer medical information on my birth family, I had to fill out these forms to get just medical history, which would mean they delete all contact information, or I could get […]

Cue tears from Chainalytics, AGAIN! Chain called my Dad because they want to pay all of Mom & Dad’s expenses for their entire Team Cynthia Miller Atlanta Breast Cancer walk trip!!! So unbelievably generous, I couldn’t help but cry again at how wonderful these people are and how good they are to me even when I’m not even there. I […]