cancer – day 68

Up at 5AM downloading Mark’s birthday photos, journaling, blogging, then the 6AM start to the long Chainalytics day-before-the-report-goes-out. Too much fun, that’s what I’m having today (not).

Mark and I got out for an enjoyable Mexican lunch though, and had some big and fun conversation. He’s almost glowing with excitement about flying off to Vegas to have fun this weekend! (And he’s getting a general glow of being happy with the relationship . . . I think we’re both relieved the test result is coming up soon and we’ll know what treatment path we’ll be on, in addition to everything else we’ve been talking about. Mark says “we communicate really well.” I still have some reservations about that because I know there are little things I have issues with that I haven’t told him about yet, but maybe soon . . . on the up side, I am definitely learning how to talk about this kind of stuff with him, and it’s getting easier and less worrisome.)