cancer – day 185

This was a really tough day. I tried to do wwaaaayyyyyy too much this weekend, and my body basically shut down yesterday and I slept a ton. But today I’m still paying for it . . . my hands and feet are terrible with neuropathy, my hands won’t stop trembling, and my eyesight is so bad I can’t see my own handwriting or the words on the screen. I put on my 3x magnifying glasses, and they help a lot with seeing the computer screen, but my hands are such mess, burning, prickling, shaking so I miss the letter keys and end up typo-ing sooooo many words. I even skipped the milonga last night, where Mark was the DJ, and right now I’m skipping a surprise birthday party for one of my tango friends so I can stay home and rest more. I slept most of this day away. I am shocked by how tired I am, I really didn’t think it would be this bad. But wow, a couple really busy days and I’m shot.