Tag: The Cielem’el Cancer Journal

Well, that was an interesting appointment. The medical oncologist was not as personable as the radiologic oncologist, but certainly knowledgeable. He was a little pressed for time, I think, which made it a bit difficult to interact with him because he didn’t elaborate unless I asked elaborating questions and it’s hard to do that while you’re taking notes and trying […]

Now this is annoying, I definitely have a cold. Since Wednesday I’ve been feeling dehydrated and tired, and yesterday I started to cough, and now today we’re in full-fledged want-to-stay-in-bed-all-day sick mode. Thankfully it’s Memorial Day, and Chain has a holiday today. So I did sleep in, and, after a couple errands with Mark and picking up Rusty at the […]

Judging from my recent activities, you could almost look at me from the outside and not believe there’s anything wrong with me. Not so by 4AM thin morning, though. I went to a barbeque in Sacramento and then went with Mark and Michelle to an all-night milonga in Berkeley at a place called The Beat last night. For the first […]

Last night I went to a wine club party with Mark. He’s been in this wine club a year or so I think, and once a month they get together and everyone brings a bottle of wine and they have this tasting party like the one last night. It was often uncomfortable for me because Mark would leave me alone […]

I lost it on my MIT guy a little yesterday because he’s not responded for four weeks now about giving me something that should have taken him an hour to do when I asked for it and now I’m in this ridiculous massively past due time crunch for a report to all the clients, and I told him that I […]

Mother Nature must be having a bad hair day, or maybe she and Father Time had an argument, but whoa! My parents called from Laramie, Wyoming (they’re on their drive home from being here to take care of me) to tell me that they just saw a semi blown over at the side of the road and that they’ve been […]

WhooHoo! Going to Cell Space in San Francisco with Mark to tango tonight! Apparently no one except Mark and my parents can tell from looking at me that I’m ill or in any pain (everyone at the board meeting Tuesday night, and also my surgeon on Monday, kept commenting that I look great . . . gotta love what a […]

Aside from being ridiculously busy and still taking pain medication, today was kind of like a normal day. I started work at 6AM, and barely wrapped up by 3PM in order to spend a brief hour with my parents before leaving for the two-hour drive to Sac for my board meeting, then got out of that around 8PM, had another […]

7AM Now that was cool. I just got off the phone with Faisal Asrar, an OLD friend I haven’t seen or talked to since sometime in 1996 or so, about when I left Minnesota and moved to California. I didn’t even think his e-mail address would work, but I bcc’d him on the surgery e-mail last week anyway, and surprisingly […]

That was a strange dance experience. I guess in hindsight I should have just stayed home and kept resting, but sheesh, I’ve been cooped up for days and getting better every day, and even my parents thought it was ok for me to go (but they wouldn’t’ let me drive), but the best I can figure about what felt so […]

WOW! I can’t believe how many people wrote back to my e-mail letting them know about my surgery. 89 people wrote to me at just my primary e-mail account alone, so that’s not counting any of the SacTango community or Chainalytics people who have been wishing me well throughout all of this. Amazing! I don’t actually know how many people […]

I’m deformed. Why I thought they would be able to do this lumpectomy surgery and not leave me deformed I don’t know, but I honestly had not thought I would turn out like this. I had the follow up appointment with Dr. Almonte today, he’s the plastic surgeon who put in the implant after Thayer did the lumpectomy. This was […]

So technically this story is about day 19 of the cancer life, but the surgery day got me a bit off in my journaling. But this is one my parents will never forget, and I can’t very well leave it out of the journal, so I’m going to tell you about the day after surgery in the hospital. Overnight at […]

4:30PM Just got home. They couldn’t get the pain under control, so I was admitted to the hospital last night and they kept giving me morphine every hour throughout the night. No real sleep, but I did doze in and out of consciousness, which was very strange. I’d be in the middle of texting Mark and get too drowsy to […]

long, long day, lots of pain. will have to write about it later.