cancer – day 465

It’s 10:30AM of the first morning here and I’m sitting alone in the living room typing on my blackberry wondering if there’s any way I can leave early, or if maybe I can skip out altogether to go somewhere away from the drama. I’m just trying to lay low and stay out of people’s way and play with the kids when that’s acceptable. Of course I can’t blog the dramas playing out here, in part because I don’t really understand how the flare ups are happening and I’m being careful to stay on the outside of any conflict.

12:30PM

To lighten up the mood, Eric went and jumped in the lake, which was freezing cold! Hannah and Cameron wanted to go in but they were afraid, but then I came running down from the house, ran down the dock, and did a swan dive off the dock into the freezing water. I was out again in 18 seconds, uff da was it cold! Then Hannah and Cameron did jump off the dock and had some fun.