cancer – day 142

“Cancer, Day XYZ.” It’s like Star Date [something something] from some sci fi show that I’m too young to understand. But I can’t imagine actually titling each of these little daily entries, oh and tagging, don’t get me going on tagging, I just can’t seem to get the hang of adding those to make later blog searching easier. Besides, overall I’m lucky if I can keep the numbering straight most days!

Hopefully people can forgive me short blog days. Sometimes I am just too tired to write, even though there’s plenty of stuff going on that I could be blogging about. Hopefully I’ll get caught up this week, my last recovery week before going into another infusion. Ach, each one just gets worse than the last, each recovery harder to make and never close to the strength of what “normal” was when this all started. Every time I find myself settling for a new “lower” definition of normal, just to call it normal.