cancer – day 140

I finally felt up to giving Gary an update for Chain today, though there’s not much good news from me right now. But most of this blog is about stuff that has to do with getting back to Chain or what state I’m in for getting back to work in radiation or not. Things have gotten cumulatively more degenerative (which […]

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cancer – day 138

What a singularly strange experience, to be able, in your thirties, to live in a body of limitations for double and triple your actual age. And to go thought it quickly, in a matter of weeks, not decades. Shocker. Hard to handle. Depressing. Nothing works. Can’t see. Can’t type. Can’t write. Can’t think. Bowels don’t work, either flush everything upon […]

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